<?xml version="1.0" encoding="iso-8859-1"?><rss version="1.0"><channel><title>Diary of Shashi Prajapati</title><link>http://shashiaashi.rediffiland.com/</link><description>Diary of Shashi Prajapati</description><language>en-us</language><item><title>journey</title><description><![CDATA[<P> </P><P><FONT size=5><FONT face="Monotype Corsiva"><FONT color=#800080><B><I><U>JOURNEY</U></I></B><B><I>. . . .</I></B></FONT></FONT></FONT></P><P><B><FONT face="Monotype Corsiva" color=#800080 size=5>The night crept slowly </FONT></B></P><P><B><FONT face="Monotype Corsiva" color=#800080 size=5>Scattering the stillness that it always wraps </FONT></B></P><P><B><FONT face="Monotype Corsiva" color=#800080 size=5>Reminding her the void that it brought, </FONT></B></P><P><B><FONT face="Monotype Corsiva" color=#800080 size=5>Unable to overlook what she had lost,</FONT></B></P><P><B><BR><FONT face="Monotype Corsiva" color=#800080 size=5>Carrying the darkness in its arms,</FONT></B></P><P><B><FONT face="Monotype Corsiva" color=#800080 size=5>Spreading emptiness all around,</FONT></B></P><P><B><FONT face="Monotype Corsiva" color=#800080 size=5>A loud silence, a silent cry, </FONT></B></P><P><B><FONT face="Monotype Corsiva" color=#800080 size=5> It engulfs her in its dark,</FONT></B></P><P><B><BR><FONT face="Monotype Corsiva" color=#800080 size=5>Yet in this dark she lingers around,</FONT></B></P><P><B><FONT face="Monotype Corsiva" color=#800080 size=5>Waiting in a state of uncertainty,</FONT></B></P><P><B><FONT face="Monotype Corsiva" color=#800080 size=5>In abeyance of her thoughts,</FONT></B></P><P><B><FONT face="Monotype Corsiva" color=#800080 size=5>Eager for the day to surface,</FONT></B></P><P><B><FONT face="Monotype Corsiva" color=#800080 size=5>Entangled in the memories of the past,</FONT></B></P><P><B><FONT face="Monotype Corsiva" color=#800080 size=5>She hopes to begin the present </FONT></B></P><P><B><FONT face="Monotype Corsiva" color=#800080 size=5>Searching for a future,</FONT></B></P><P><B><FONT face="Monotype Corsiva" color=#800080 size=5>Uncertain about the certainty of this very thought,</FONT></B></P><P><B><FONT face="Monotype Corsiva" color=#800080 size=5>She locks herself more into the past,</FONT></B></P><P><B><BR><FONT face="Monotype Corsiva" color=#800080 size=5>Although she struggles for herself, she is in vain</FONT></B></P><P><B><FONT face="Monotype Corsiva" color=#800080 size=5>Denying the reality that she cannot accept,</FONT></B></P><H5><B><FONT face="Monotype Corsiva" color=#800080 size=5>Watching her hopes wither away</FONT></B></H5><P><B><FONT face="Monotype Corsiva" color=#800080 size=5>Concluding her faith with each day,</FONT></B></P><P><B><FONT face="Monotype Corsiva" color=#800080 size=5>It's hard to make her realize</FONT></B></P><P><B><FONT face="Monotype Corsiva" color=#800080 size=5>That her faith is futile,</FONT></B></P><P><B><FONT face="Monotype Corsiva" color=#800080 size=5>She does live her life, heard her say she is fine</FONT></B></P><P><B><FONT face="Monotype Corsiva" color=#800080 size=5>But thinks it hurts only when she breathes</FONT></B></P><H6><BR><FONT face="Monotype Corsiva" color=#800080 size=5>Years pass but she freezes herself in the past</FONT></H6><P><B><FONT face="Monotype Corsiva" color=#800080 size=5>With nothing to hope nothing to fear </FONT></B></P><P><B><FONT face="Monotype Corsiva" color=#800080 size=5>She clings on the very thought of her dear</FONT></B></P><P><B><FONT face="Monotype Corsiva" color=#800080 size=5>Continuing the journey now all alone</FONT></B></P><P><B><BR><FONT face="Monotype Corsiva" color=#800080 size=5>Unable to contain the ache,</FONT></B></P><P><B><FONT face="Monotype Corsiva" color=#800080 size=5>Aging with the pain,</FONT></B></P><P><B><FONT face="Monotype Corsiva" color=#800080 size=5>She finds it easier to give up</FONT></B></P><P><B><FONT face="Monotype Corsiva" color=#800080 size=5>Watching the death as it nears,</FONT></B></P><P><B><FONT face="Monotype Corsiva" color=#800080 size=5>Embracing it to seek refuge,</FONT></B></P><P><B><FONT face="Monotype Corsiva" color=#800080 size=5>From the pain she carried all these years,</FONT></B></P><P><B><BR><FONT face="Monotype Corsiva" color=#800080 size=5>We watch her moving to a different world </FONT></B></P><P><B><FONT face="Monotype Corsiva" color=#800080 size=5>Eagerly waiting to meet the one whom she loved</FONT></B></P><P><B><FONT face="Monotype Corsiva" color=#800080 size=5>She waited for an entire journey to end,</FONT></B></P><P><B><FONT face="Monotype Corsiva" color=#800080 size=5>Only to begin a new . . .. </FONT></B></P>]]></description><pubDate>Thu, 26 Apr 2007 00:11:24 +0530</pubDate><link>http://shashiaashi.rediffiland.com/blogs/2007/04/26/journey.html</link></item><item><title>womens dilemma</title><description><![CDATA[<H2 style="MARGIN: 12pt 0mm 3pt; TEXT-ALIGN: center" align=center><U><SPAN style="FONT-STYLE: normal"><FONT size=3><FONT face=Verdana><FONT color=#808000>WOMEN'S DILEMMA<?xml:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /><o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></FONT></SPAN></U></H2><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0mm 0mm 0pt"><FONT face=Verdana><FONT color=#808000> <o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0mm 0mm 0pt"><FONT color=#808000>We more so often talk about the atrocities that women are required top face in today's world, we say that ours is a male dominated society and women are subject to intolerable pain and torture both physical and mental.</FONT></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0mm 0mm 0pt"><FONT color=#808000>But how many times have you come across the following phrases, "Girl died due to suicide", "women missing", "A women burnt alive". We daily go through such phrases and keep on ignoring them as if these are the events that we have become used to them.</FONT></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0mm 0mm 0pt"><FONT color=#808000>Have you ever given a thought that what kind of torture women in our country are required to face, girls, daughter-in-laws, mothers, sisters. Almost 75% of our female population is subject to such pain everyday.</FONT></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0mm 0mm 0pt"><FONT color=#808000>Most of the time we female ourselves are responsible for all this. How many times have you seen a mother-in-law coming ahead and fighting for something in support of her daughter-in-law, we can even find that mothers are the one that force there daughters to go through tremendous mental suffering (even more if the mother is illiterate). We talk about women's liberation, rights of women, freedom and equality for females. But how many times has anyone tried for educating the elder women about how the world is changing and that they are required to change along with the changing society. How many mother in laws are aware about the laws against dowry,</FONT></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0mm 0mm 0pt"><FONT color=#808000><SPAN style="mso-tab-count: 1">            </SPAN><SPAN style="mso-tab-count: 1">            </SPAN>We have made such laws we are trying to educate the girls, we are providing them incentives to encourage them to take an initiative about such, but are they really been implemented, the answer is no in most of the cases if we talk about our big cities we may say that yes women have taken a stand for themselves, but just if we travel a little further from these big cities the role of such plans and policies keep on declining very rapidly.</FONT></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0mm 0mm 0pt"><FONT color=#808000><SPAN style="mso-tab-count: 1">            </SPAN><SPAN style="mso-tab-count: 1">            </SPAN>Most of he women even if they know about such policies or changes that are required to be made they don't have the courage to stand for the same, or themselves are not wanting to improve the situation that they are facing it's a fact especially in the females in rural areas.</FONT></P><P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0mm 0mm 0pt"><FONT color=#808000><SPAN style="mso-tab-count: 1">            </SPAN>So may be its just not about the society that is responsible for poor behavior against women, coz women themselves allow to be taken for granted and they themselves are a part of this society and they are equally responsible for the same.</FONT></P>]]></description><pubDate>Fri, 20 Apr 2007 00:22:10 +0530</pubDate><link>http://shashiaashi.rediffiland.com/blogs/2007/04/20/womens.html</link></item><item><title>CANT SEE YOU GONE</title><description><![CDATA[<EM><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=#808000 size=2>As each day passes out,there is only one thing i wish about,<BR>A day that has no dawn,Feel like freezing the time,<BR>Make everything stop in its time.<BR>So that you would never would go,<BR>Farfrom me anywhere,<BR>Want you to be with me forever,<BR>See you in front of me as ever,<BR>Just cant see you gone,<BR>Want you to stay here for all along.<BR>But still if you wont stop,<BR>when you are gone.<BR>you would always be in my heart,<BR>Every beat saying that,I LOVE YOU,<BR>More than you could ever know,<BR>I would always have a hope in my heart,<BR> To meet you when you are back,<BR>Coz i just cant seeyou gone,<BR>Want you to stay with me all along.</FONT></EM>]]></description><pubDate>Tue, 20 Mar 2007 00:52:37 +0530</pubDate><link>http://shashiaashi.rediffiland.com/blogs/2007/03/20/CANT-SEE-YOU.html</link></item><item><title></title><description><![CDATA[<EM><FONT face=Georgia color=#ff00ff><STRONG>A kiss says it all<BR>When words dont help at all,<BR>say's a kiss more than words,<BR>sometimes even above the world.<BR>With a kiss i enter your soul,<BR>With a kiss I make you want more,<BR>I love you all it says,<BR>I will always be there,<BR>it explains the pharse.<BR>A kiss says it all when words dont help at all.</STRONG></FONT></EM>]]></description><pubDate>Tue, 20 Mar 2007 00:23:44 +0530</pubDate><link>http://shashiaashi.rediffiland.com/blogs/2007/03/20/Untitled.html</link></item><item><title></title><description><![CDATA[<P>All seems so loud,yet i can still hear you,<BR>Everyone has gone so far but its you  i still can feel.<BR>All this time that i missed you,hope you remembered me too,<BR>Everything that happened ,i pray to forgive me for those,<BR>What hurted me most is not coming close to you,<BR>but its going away from you.<BR>What i miss the most is not being with you,but<BR>you being a part of my life.<BR>Nothing remains between us now,<BR>neither the words,nor the touch,<BR>neither past nor future to blame,none of our roads might cross now,<BR>both of us standing at two different ends,<BR>hoping to start a new journey after bringing one to an end.</P>]]></description><pubDate>Mon, 19 Mar 2007 01:51:03 +0530</pubDate><link>http://shashiaashi.rediffiland.com/blogs/2007/03/19/Untitled.html</link></item></channel></rss>